just had a conversation with my Ahma about my dad, and it kinda got me pissed off with the world. I think my dad's too nice, maybe there really is karma and because of that he is successful, but still he shouldnt be THAT nice. Like rehiring people who left the company just because they gave the " i have a family to support, and my wife will divorce me if i dont get a job" excuse when they made their stupid decision in the first place. In addition he hires useless " Family " members, as well as lend money to friends who eventually run away with it, and its not like pocket change man, its like fuckin 60-100k in total. ticks me off that my dad doesnt want to sue them now, just because they have a family and cant afford to pay back, like who gives a fuck,running away like a sackless pussy. i would run them to the ground along with the lives of their pathetic children. I wonder, can I still sue them? i would really love to, there are some people who dont deserve pity in this world and all of these fuckers are included. well this was like 10-20 years ago and my dad already realised his mistakes and wisened up, but still, its very infuriating, money is still money, and in this dog eat dog world i believe my dad should be more ruthless. Well i hope Karma really exists in this world, cause my dad deserves some good karma. 60-100k man, that figure just ticks me off.

oh yeah, do you guys know this actor called henry heng, he usually plays all those kinda father gayish figures in singapore chinese dramas, his my dads step brother, and on the day my grandfather died, he actually had the nerve to try and borrow cash from my dad. imagine this, they never once talked before this occasion and he had the nerve to pull that kinda shit? Worst still, my dad paid for all the funeral services when my grandfather was the dick who didnt give a shit about my family. i would have just dumped his corpse in a corner and let the government deal with his body. i hope i didnt inherit any of his crappy genes. good news was that my dad fucked him over for that, and i got a picture with the gao xiao xing dong actor he brought along anyway. so anyway, the next time you see him, know that he is a pathetic loser who didnt even have the heart to pay for his own fathers funeral.


so yup. rant is done. and im gonna have to study for my biology class in 2 hours because the professor is strict as hell.peace!