50% chance that im not coming back for summer. made a big big mistake with my choice of classes to take this sem, should have squeezed in my calculas 2 instead of taking another GE. unfortunately, i thought finishing my IGETC was more important, but it dawned upon me yesterday with the meetin with my counselor that....the 3 remaining classes i need to take to transfer: organic chem 1b, zoology 2 and calculas 2 are usually scheduled at the same time slot, so if i were to attempt to take all 3 next sem...i would most likely only be able to get 2...which is retarded because i already fulfilled all my credit units so ...wtf i will be wasting 2 sems taking 3 FUCKIN CLASSES?!!! if i had taken calc 2 this sem, instead of another ge, i could have simply taken another flexible time slot ge class next sem and this problem would have never arisen... soo...yup.. sucks to be me..especially since im already done with my IGETC, and only need those 3 classes to satisfy both my unit requirement as well as my pre reqs for bio major. irony was that i dropped out of the calc 2 class this sem...cause i thought i could have just taken it the next sem, and i dont wanna take it in UC cause this teacher is good. ARRRGH FUCKING CHRIST. 3 sems is a damn good record for transferring to a science major lor...now it is most likely 4 unless i choose to take summer courses. so guys... i think i just might do that if the oppurtunity arises. will be having more talks with my counselor soon, so will keep you guys updated. i deserved my summer breakin singaporeT.T i regret dropping calc 2 so much now.....or i would be happily doing my homework awaiting my 3 month trip back in singapore. fuck.



*does the "platoon" movie pose in agonizing fashion"

i had a super super random dream.... where alfred was speaking fluent teochew to me, and about my family stuff... only to realise when i woke up that my dad was talkin to my aunt in teochew and about family stuff. damn weird man, its like.... outside occurences can seep into my brain when im dreaming.

anyway watch this without tryin to laugh

mampat and juicy. just like xiao long bao.






see from one minute onwards.imba. major respect

who says im racist. like yinghui, i love black people.



and to hl: NINPO-ILOSTMYCAMERANOJUTSU, TRANSITION TO NINPO-FREENIGHTSAFARITRIPNOJUTSU, COMBINED WITH JUSTIN NINPO-FREEBNJSNOJUTSU.



anyway this is what im eating for lunch...10 wings and a pound worth in fries. pound as in the weight. crazy huh:D

im getting used to america. glad to say im actually enjoying it now. ALTHOUGH THE WORKLOAD IS STRESSING ME UP.

i just rejected a request to go for a sacremento kings NBA game vs the washington wizards in sacremento, and ITS FRONTSEAT TICKETS GOING AT 985 DOLLARS PER SEAT.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I BETTER GET ALL A'S FOR MY GRADES FOR THIS SACRIFICE


on another note, watch this clip.the musical score... is imba

just had a conversation with my Ahma about my dad, and it kinda got me pissed off with the world. I think my dad's too nice, maybe there really is karma and because of that he is successful, but still he shouldnt be THAT nice. Like rehiring people who left the company just because they gave the " i have a family to support, and my wife will divorce me if i dont get a job" excuse when they made their stupid decision in the first place. In addition he hires useless " Family " members, as well as lend money to friends who eventually run away with it, and its not like pocket change man, its like fuckin 60-100k in total. ticks me off that my dad doesnt want to sue them now, just because they have a family and cant afford to pay back, like who gives a fuck,running away like a sackless pussy. i would run them to the ground along with the lives of their pathetic children. I wonder, can I still sue them? i would really love to, there are some people who dont deserve pity in this world and all of these fuckers are included. well this was like 10-20 years ago and my dad already realised his mistakes and wisened up, but still, its very infuriating, money is still money, and in this dog eat dog world i believe my dad should be more ruthless. Well i hope Karma really exists in this world, cause my dad deserves some good karma. 60-100k man, that figure just ticks me off.

oh yeah, do you guys know this actor called henry heng, he usually plays all those kinda father gayish figures in singapore chinese dramas, his my dads step brother, and on the day my grandfather died, he actually had the nerve to try and borrow cash from my dad. imagine this, they never once talked before this occasion and he had the nerve to pull that kinda shit? Worst still, my dad paid for all the funeral services when my grandfather was the dick who didnt give a shit about my family. i would have just dumped his corpse in a corner and let the government deal with his body. i hope i didnt inherit any of his crappy genes. good news was that my dad fucked him over for that, and i got a picture with the gao xiao xing dong actor he brought along anyway. so anyway, the next time you see him, know that he is a pathetic loser who didnt even have the heart to pay for his own fathers funeral.


so yup. rant is done. and im gonna have to study for my biology class in 2 hours because the professor is strict as hell.peace!