whoooo starting the day with a high note, got a 100 for chem quiz i think.and im currently studying for my exam which is tomorrow,gay thing about it is that you have to memorize alot of definitons which is very gay, but its like....50 mcq and 6 short questions lol so i pray im safe.i somehow feel bad,cause tina is doing kinda bad,and im doing well and i feel guilty in like...feeling happy in general LOL. i hope i do well for the exam,no careless mistakes here i come!

as for the calculas paper,im nervous:O, cause i really want/need that A grade for it or it would be downright embarassing,shud be ok la since i think i only made 2 minormistakes.

and for english class,im starting to get the gut feeling that im writing too much?or maybe the american system wants you to get straight to the point for reasons/points because the teacher gives me an 1hour to write an arguementative essay,i ended up rushing and not finishing the conclusion whichis like GG but she said i could just redo,i hope i do get a good grade from what she saw though.

saw a sight today,that kinda made me feel bad,was in the school cafeteria and this disabled white man with a beard(im very subsceptible and weak-willed to someone who has a nice beard and moustache) sitting on his automated wheel chair was looking at me and i smiled back,and he gave like a shy smile in return.only realised then that i do make fun of people like that at times ,well their fucking muds(mud rapes dont get angry uzi) but STILL, the way he expressed himself was kinda was already one who has low self esteem and it made a part of me die a little bah.

in other stories, i saw alot of roadkill today,like 3.all cats.is that a coincidenceor what.one had blood leaking all over and it made me think of jelly that u spread on ur bread.

if u ever want to raise a child,do not fucking raise her in america.why her,because it is a proven fact that raising a girl in the US while make her end up as fucked up as my cousins with absolutely no sense of respect and the biggest achievement one can make is that "omg im a freshman but all the seniors like me".so do not do it,listen to my words of wisdom,and please beat your child, but u know what,i dont have any reason or right to correct them so i'll just be a curious bystander looking at them spiral their ways to depression and problems.by the way,i realised that the scariest /whoriest/craziest kind of angmohs, are usually abc's? perhaps their tryin to disprove their stereotype of being nerdy asians and thats why they strive so hard to be hardcore whores?well thats my theory.whats yours.


my good poker game today that was finally screenshotted in the presence of justin.i won 7000.in a low stake table,the odds of that is like seeing haleys comet streak pass u as u masturbate in the toilet.