i am fucking fuckin fuckin pissed off with my cb russian communist whore chemistry teacher.fuckin useless piece of shit, i hope she dies in a fuckin fire while i donkey punch her child to death in front of her eyes.
i found out i got a lousy ass B for my chemistry paper.the messed up thing?my section b full marks, mcq 60%. unfortunatly mcq is 60% of the grade and section b is 40%. the thing is, im not really angry over my grade, although im very disappointed because it was an A-able paper, its more of the fact that she wouldnt go through the paper, and she wouldnt explain WHY WE GOT THE QUESTIONS WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE.she just gives u the answer key and leaves. the thing is, WE DONT GET TO KEEP ANY OF THE TEST PAPER QUESTIONS IN THE FIRST PLACE SO WHAT GOOD DOES THAT DO FOR US. i asked if she could explain or atleast let me take the question paper back so i could see howi got it wrong, because all of my mistakes were either math applied or formula applied mistakes, and due to the fact that the answers are all so similar u really do not know what went wrong unless u looked at the steps. WHAT DID SHE DO?THE WHORE SAID NO, AND THAT THE REASON BEING SHES GOIN TO RECYCLE THE QUESTIONS,AND THAT ALL THE QUESTIONS CAN BE SEEN IN HER PREVIUS QUIZES,WHICH IS A FUCKIN LIE CAUSE THEY DONT.


SO TELL ME,HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GET THE QUESTION RIGHT THE NEXT TIME IF I NEVER KNEW WHAT I DID WRONG IN THE FIRST FUCKIN PALCE.DAMN CB IMBA OR.THE BIGGEST SLAP IN THE FACE IS.

c+ 0xygen---->c02

for carbon, identify the something la

a) oxidising agent b)reducing agent C)reduced d) none of the above e) one and more of those listed.

kk, so the answer is oxidising agent+ OXIDISED. so i naturally selected E.
then i got WRONG, AND I ASKED WHY. she said, CAUSE THE WORD" THOSE" WAS MEANT FOR THOSE LISTED ONLY,AND THAT I ACTUALLY SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN CORRECT, AND THAT SHE APOLOGISED FOR MAKING THE QUESTION LOOK TERRIBLY BAD.I ASKED WHETHER I COULD GET MARKS FOR THIS BECAUSE IT IS OBVIOUSLY RIGHT, SHE SAID NO CAUSE SHE WOULD HAVE TO COLLECT ALL THE PAPERS BACK. ONE MCQ IS 4 FUCKIN MARKS, THAT GIVES ME AN A.AND SHES TOO FUCKIN LAZY TO TAK EPAPERS BACK AND REGRADE THEM.WTF IS WRONG WITH HER??!!!!!!!S
SERIOUSLY LO,chemistry shud be a definite A for me,and now that its gettin harder i need every mark i can get so that i can maintain my grade for future might-occur screwups.NOT LOSING MARKS CAUSE THE TEACHER IS LAZY.FUCK HER GAMARNIK.

and my calculas got 95, cause i sub in wrong value,cb...it was a 10mark easy question.the super hard question i got right was only 6 marks.cb wtf is this.must do well for next test this tuesday but its gettin really hard.same for chemistry, i must really chiong le...but seeing the teachers "motivation and concern" gettin an A is gonna be hard..


im going for party on halloween,and i might go cemetary or something...sigh another depressing thing about being in america and its fuckin school system...is that,in a totally unrelated subject..im losing my sense of humour ..or should i say MY SENSE OF HUMOUR DOES NOT EXIST. i cant be funny here, i dunno why but i just find...no oppurtunity to be funny..i cant really explain it? different culture, different sense of humour, i guess im too timid to really express myself? i mean what if i say something i think its funny in singapore and peopl just give me a u-are-fuckin-weird face here, cause i have seen hints of that happening when i do try to open up.and its hurting me really bad,because i can see like..friends identifying me as not funny, but thats like the total opposite of me la.fucking hell..even got called blend, and even though it was a joke, this kinda remarks are what hurt the most u know, its like reflecting my singapore personality as something that does not exist anymore, I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS. i think i have a great personality OK, I JUST THINK IM DAMN POLITE AND TIMID ATM. most of the time when they give remarks which shw obvious oppurtunity to say something funny in return, i just end up smiling or nodding or saying "yeah...." as a reply...and the thing is, i dont even know what would be funny to say know cause its so SOCIALLY CONFUSING. i hope things get better for me, i mean its not like im being loner-ish..but i think i can establish wayyy better relationships if i actually CAN open up comfortably.

long post.poof.