so while u guys got to go for a cool ass chalat forking out 35 dollars, i got to go to santa cruz boardwalk themepark for my sunday off.it was really awesome, in the sense that scenic views and a theme park right next to a beach is something u will never see in singapore.unfortunately....my iphone ran outta batt right when i stepped into the premises..retarded..
price of food is fuckin retarded.large fries= 6.00 us dollars. normal hot dog 4 dollars...and they give it such a fancy name,grand polish hotdog.can just say fuckin cheapass microwaved hot dog in a bun?but it was fun definitely and despite teh cold i enjoyed miself, although spending the time with u guys in chalat would be way better actually, at least i comprimised.

i was just thinking today...and i remembered a scene at home which wrenched my heart.it was when i was sitting in my living room back in singapore and i saw skye lookin through the holes in the balcony staring at the people below, with eyes that reflected loneliness and the desire for freedom.he was just standing there, but somehow thats all it takes to enlighten me.it hurt me in a way that i couldnt imagine, its the kind of misery u feel when u realise by yourself that your not a good father/friend/blahblah etc. that feeling is odd, because unlike in other circumstances when u can push the blame to others, u KNOW that this was your fault..when i come back in december,skye is going everywhere with me. so to dog owners out there,really cherish your dog, it sounds cliche but its true, u will never really miss him until his gone.

Saw my reflection, covered in glass
How it reminds me of you
Broken like a vision, an unfinished season
Terror had struck me, but all I could see is your soft skin
And I wondered ..