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yup......chances of coming back in jan are just about zero.

thanks for the company everyone.

still emo:(

what can i do, really.

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldnt change
I was lost, oh yeah
I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldnt have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah
And yeah
How long must you wait for it?
Yeah
How long must you pay for it?
Yeah
How long must you wait for it?
For it

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for it
And if you go, if you go
And leave me down here on my own
Then Ill wait for you
Yeah

And yeah
How long must you wait for it?
Yeah
How long must you pay for it?
Yeah
How long must you wait for it?

Singing please, please, please
Come back and sing to me
To me, me

Come on and sing it out, now, now
Come on and sing it out, to me, me
Come back and sing

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldnt change
And I was lost, oh yeah, oh yeah

weirdest fucking dream ever

it was one of xinyi. which makes me think that i have a very unhealthy obsession with the ho. she was a killer whale, and it was like free willy where i would visit her and swim in the tank, LOL. and in her land form, she is some human sized millipede with a dragon lookin head and i would pat her head and talk to her about Canada, where she came from. She then turned into her human form and said she could only hold this form for an hour, she still had her straight fringe hair cut and ponytail. We then talked about french canadians and how americans always laugh at french canadians. weirdest fucking dream. ever.

PLEASE. A ON ECONS PLEASE. ZOMGZ, I NEEDS AN A TO GET INTO UCLA PLEASEEEEEEEE

and 2 more days before i come back hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe. cant wait to hug my skyekins. and if anyone tries to do anything to me other than pull my hair (which i will grudgingly allow since i have been a dick to quan and SOME peeps for quite a while LOL), they are going to get hit. that is all.


u know why? because i am da azn gangsta.

Batman BEyond, setting women straight since it came out.


A man cant hit a woman? BULLSHIT. if she hits you, imo u have all the right to lay waste to her ass. feminists should start preaching that for their fucking rights, you wanna be equal be ready to receive equality in all its aspects

funniest shit ever. look at him talking about gay sex in prison and trying to still sound straight and shit

hair is reaching past my lip. yessss yessss....*rubs hands together*

show me da moneh first justin LOL.

sexy voice for like.the first 12 seconds. TO ME.

i know i very shuai la. even the wind cannot deny me of my handsome features

I tend to worry about the intelligence of the human race on a fairly frequent basis, at least in america. When I opened up a nail gun (they should come in full auto), my house is under construction at the moment ( as a side note). I ruffled through the instruction booklet and came across an image that was fuckin funny. In the list of things not to do with your nail gun, was an image of one stick figure chasing another stick figure with the nail gun, obviously shooting him with nails.

After the hilarity wore off, I began to wonder just how many people chased their friends around with nail guns to make this illustration necessary. Then I started to think about natural selection. people do need to be purged... purge, i seriously like that word, sounds so ...fuckin religious-ish. like christianity often uses that word for all kinds of atrocities they commit like the burning of witches and shit.

anyway, the muslims here ( bear in mind im actually calling them muslims, because i respect them ) are so much better than the muds in sg. seriously man, this guys are the true deal. pray 5 times a day, even in school thats what u call devotion. what do muds in sg do? and over here they actually follow the quran, something which i bet 90% of the soil+water people we have in sg immediately do not qualify. plus they look cooler. genetics. purging is necessary. purging is necessary indeed. anyway this IS NOT TARGETTED AT UZI,NOR ANY OF HIS FRIENDS, FAMILY ETC ETC ETC.

Purely in the interests of science, I have replaced the word "wand" with "wang" in the first Harry Potter Book
Let's see the results...

"Why aren't you supposed to do magic?" asked Harry.
"Oh, well -- I was at Hogwarts meself but I -- er -- got expelled, ter tell yeh the truth. In me third year. They snapped me wang in half an' everything

A magic wang... this was what Harry had been really looking forward to.

"Yes, yes. I thought I'd be seeing you soon. Harry Potter." It wasn't a question. "You have your mother's eyes. It seems only yesterday she was in here herself, buying her first wang. Ten and a quarter inches long, swishy, made of willow. Nice wang for charm work."
"Your father, on the other hand, favored a mahogany wang. Eleven inches. "

Harry took the wang. He felt a sudden warmth in his fingers. He raised the wang above his head, brought it swishing down through the dusty air and a stream of red and gold sparks shot from the end like a firework, throwing dancing spots of light on to the walls

"Oh, move over," Hermione snarled. She grabbed Harry's wang, tapped the lock, and whispered, 'Alohomora!"

The troll couldn't feel Harry hanging there, but even a troll will notice if you stick a long bit of wood up its nose, and Harry's wang had still been in his hand when he'd jumped - it had gone straight up one of the troll's nostrils.

He bent down and pulled his wang out of the troll's nose. It was covered in what looked like lumpy gray glue.

He ran onto the field as you fell, waved his wang, and you sort of slowed down before you hit the ground. Then he whirled his wang at the dementors. Shot silver stuff at them.

Ok
I have found, definitive proof
that J.K Rowling is a dirty DIRTY woman, making a fool of us all
"Yes," Harry said, gripping his wang very tightly, and moving into the middle of the deserted classroom. He tried to keep his mind on flying, but something else kept intruding.... Any second now, he might hear his mother again... but he shouldn't think that, or he would hear her again, and he didn't want to... or did he?
O_______O
Something silver-white, something enormous, erupted from the end of his wang

Then, with a sigh, he raised his wang and prodded the silvery substance with its tip.

'Get - off - me!' Harry gasped. For a few seconds they struggled, Harry pulling at his uncles sausage-like fingers with his left hand, his right maintaining a firm grip on his raised wang.

just see the two vids bah lol.. i found it funny cause...well i always thought the second op for naruto was like the fuckin bomb.too cool and too good. ah the memories.

eh just came back from tahoe. will update soon

guys, i made half boiled eggs today. overcooked it by 2 minutes, and when i cracked it open and smelt it. it smelled like semen, lost my apetite. try it out btw. maybe u girls can get used to that smell, after all y'all be the ones taking it HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. ok i shall stop being sexist now.

on to being racist
so i was just chillin with my grandma and with my godma too. and i was like
me:ahma, lu guo wo jia "or nang" huo ze china nu hai ni huey gan so mo
she then slapped me in my face and told me to never think about that again. LOL. MY FAMILY ROCKS BAH. i felt so proud at that moment. :)

i just realised with my hair, i look very shuai. what to do. sigh. *shrug*

went to the sacremento kings game vs LA LAKERS BABYYYYYY.. funniest thing is that, its in sacremento, and there were more laker fans. i got front row tickets:). 985 bucks a pop. ALL FOR FREE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and i saw kobe bryant close up too! number 24. if u ever seen the matches in basketball in tv, trust me, its alot different. everytime some one does a free throw, people are like taunting the fuck out of him lol. damn funny. and the sacremento dance team is ...hot. very daisy dukey hot. so yeha thats about it, lakers won by 20++ points. loading pics soon.



kobe bryant:D.

six pack training. STARTS NAO.

kinda fucked up that someone would be best friends with a person that molested you.

diner dash. best game ever.

i miss you....


































SKYEKINS!!nat...ozy...quan...monica sweetheart(alfone)...hl..fred...yh....the rest of the chicks. pretty much everyone else too. EXCEPT JUSTIN CHANG CHEE KANINABU Bai GUO FUCKIN HUI.

anyway, justin is a fuckin lousy best-friend-for-life. didnt even get my coldplay autograph. and he blames it on the stupid company policy. IF U WERE MY BEST FRIEND U WOULD HAVE DONE IT ANYWAY AND SAID FUCK THIS IM QUITTING, AND FORGO THE CHANCE OF GRADUATING BECAUSE IT IS ALL WORTH IT. BUT NO. U FAGGED OUT.U SUCK, U OWE ME A PRESENT. I WANT YOUR ANAL VIRGINITY.

been reading alot of sun tzu art of war. its damn interesting la haha. and the barnes and nobles is just a 10min walk from school. so i just go there to read spiderman comics and war history. yes, if u havent realised yet, i am a very avid reader of war history. especially on the pacific war. good stuff. and the place gives out free samples for some starbucks-ish cafe inside there. who could pass off a free drink right.

exams are coming up right before spring break. which starts in a week. and im very nervous about my bio test, she didnt give us a proper review this time, and i cant afford to do badly. NOT EVER. other than that... my other classes are really cool and fun. religion class is with this white guy who spent the majority of his life in africa, so his basically blacker(in a spiritual sense) than the niggas in the class. and he uses racism alot, and for some reason, u just dont get angry cause of his charming accent and personality. damn, one good thing about america, they have really awesome teachers if u look for it. he was like, promoting the muslim club and was telling us about the "getting ur own personal bomb kit at the age of 13 etc etc"and about the japanese club where they teach u how to perform seppuku. I RurVE ENGRISH. sounds corny here, but itsfuckin funny with the way he says it. he likes to make fun of women,gay people and black people too. an A+++ in my book. and my drama teacher is a professional actor who acts with like the hollywood stars like liv tyler and joaquin phoenix, he met the ex presidents wife in person during a play as well. imba. instant respect. and here im wondering , why the fuck are u teaching in delta. and he knows alot of shit about the stars, such as britney spears is a spoilt brat and the reason why she broke up with her boyfriend was because her mother told her to. britney spears also cries every time before she starts her concert and has to call justin to console her. i love celebrity gossip. oh yeah, and oprah is an evil bitch behind the camera. keeps my soul alive u know, i cant take 5 teachers like gamarnik in a semester without contemplating seppuku.

another good thing about americas schooling system, is that theres this website called ratemyprofessor.com which basically is a website where students rate the teachers in their college. hey it might be biased in a sense that everyone wants a teacher, but its better than nothing right? and so far all the comments have been accurate. maybe u NUS peeps can go check it out, might have it there too.

im coming. may. see you then.

wow there is a pretty side to america-_-. as long as u dont go to stockton.

some of the snow in sonora.


along the road in lodi.




and this is my monteray trip, we went to this place called carmel which was pretty cool. its like a....very cozy kinda town, no tall buildings, small shops, but they all cater to like..uppermiddleclass to rich mother fuckers kinda shops. no fast food restaurents, and there was an oyster BAR, didnt go in though:(. clint eastwood was the mayor there before LOL, and angelina jolie etc shop here. pretty damn cool! the beach was awesome, cause i think it was the pacific ocean? and when u look towards the sea u dont see any tankers or other huge ships like SINGAPORE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, water is really clean too (AKA BLUE),and it was fuckin cold. was like soaking ur feet in ice water, it was that bad. it was a no leash compound too, that means dogs can just run around, and there were like, 50 dogs man, not kididng, made me miss skye alot. had italian food for dinner, which was the awesome.

this is fog btw




on our way there, chio right, thats just a reservoir i think. all pics taken with iphones, dont complainx.











random pics.



italian food.


some spotted dick



da beach. in my defence, the wind was bad, and i was cold,= bad hair.












this is but a taste, yh LOL. till u come bah

first half of naam yi deuong ji keoung, now we can all sing along.

O hei o siu man chung long
Defiantly facing insurmountable odds

Yit huet yit sing hung yat gwong
Burning with righteous spirit like this red sunlight

Daam si tit da
With resolute courage

Gwat ji jing gong
With an uncompromising character

Hung kam baak chin jeung
With the broadest mind

Ngaan gwong maan lei cheung
With a far-sighted vision

Sai fen yiu faat ji keung
I go all out to make the country strong

Jo goh ho hon ji
In order to be a great hero

Mui tin yiu ji keung
Every day you must push yourself

Yit huet naam ji
The righteous spirit of a hero

bit sing hung yat gwong
burns brighter than the sun

Yeung hoi tin wai ngoh jeui neng leung
Sea and sky yield their power for me to gather

the last line here is the part where u say george lam stretches his vocals to the point of breaking, quan LOL.

ah hu, rmb the times where we said we will go to the maldives for vacations. this is so totally the place man.
http://travel.yahoo.com/p-hotel-20924770-banyan_tree_maldives_madivaru-i-action-pictures-notgl-1

just another one of those conversations that are awesome with justin.


[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
aarfi going to use my photog sklls
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
create another FHM
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
ill call it M18
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
all pornstars nia
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
nude pics
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
sure own
Brian says:
aarfi?
Brian says:
LOL
Brian says:
YAYAYAYA
Brian says:
OKOK
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
LOL
Brian says:
LOL U KNOW THERES A GRADUATE SCHOOL FOR PHOTOGRAPHY NOT
Brian says:
naam yi deuong ji keung.
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
LOL
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
good name
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
i only can pronounce ti and ji
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
LOL
Brian says:
LOL
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
yi*
Brian says:
LOL
Brian says:
NONO
Brian says:
I JUST RANDOMLY PASTED THAT TO U
Brian says:
THATS THE SONG NAME FOR WANG FEI HONG
Brian says:
LOL
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
LOL
Brian says:
SOUND LIKE SOME VIETNAMESE SCHOOL AH
Brian says:
LOL
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
YA
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
LOL
Brian says:
NGGH NAAM NGOH NGAH
Brian says:
LOL
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
I TOT HE VIETNAMESE
Brian says:
LOL
Brian says:
THIS IS FUCKIN GoLDEN
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
I MEAN THE SCH
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
LOL
Brian says:
I MUST BLOG LOL
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve 38moredays. says:
LOL

hooray for humanitarians, who think that the niggers in africa are the only sentient beings suffering in the world. i wouldnt give a cent to charity anyway, i think they all have enough, i would rather use it on animal shelters and actually see more use in it. cmon, billions have been pumped into africa and things have barely changed. its obvious they are just fated to be at the bottom of the totem pole. its natural selection for god's sake, charles darwin reference anyone? and as much as i dont wanna say it, theres a reason why there werent many retards,gays and people with deformities in the past. why? natural selection obviously, its almost as if the human race is going against the very basis of natural selectio itself, maybe thats why society is dumbing down in the first place. ever watched the movie idiocracy? it explains it in a comedic way but its the message across.
anyway what i am trying to put across is that i find it frustrating that there are never enough donations to animal welfare organizations or the wwf. and people believing only humans have souls is just down right retarded to me to be perfectly honest. i mean dont they have the right to live just like we do, (cept for muds and ahpus, but im digressing huh). well this rant post basically was caused because a friend of mine was asking me to donate 12 dollars to a children's fund, and i said no, saying that i rather give it to an animal shelter, and if she did promote for stuff like that i would definitely donate. and she was actually pissed about that, saying that these kids need the money more than animals. well if their parents werent so fuckin stupid to go bareback when they probably cant afford a child, this shit wouldnt have happened wouldnt it. natural selection is doing its job weeding out the stupid. and i honestly dont see how animals shouldnt be gettin the money instead.
oh yeah, anyway one thing which i find really really irritating here is the use of other terms for several words we would have no qualms on flinging about in singapore. such as, handicapped, retard, and faggot. instead they use words like physically inclined, mentally inclined (or something with learning) and i cant remember the other word for faggot. sexually confused? i dunno. i seriously think its pointless man lol, after all when ur using.. "so..your son is mentally challenged?" isnt your mind thinking of the word retard. its not like removing the word would change your thought about things. like how i say african american but i still think NIGGUH. meh, whatever, after all americans are so sensitive about shit, all concerned about their personal space, and yet you see them mating like rabbits in a college party. oh yeah-_-, and i got scolded for using the word faggot while out with my friend, bwg bah, its not like i meant it, fuck. i like how it sounds, plus i was swearing at a coke can that dropped and hit my toe.

so btw, this thing has been troubling me for sometime, you know, when im taking a dump, and i decide to stay on the toilet bowl and think about life( all of you do it, DONT LIE). what would you do if u find out your future childs a retard. would u abort it? or let him/her live. i honestly think i'll let him die bah. after all i've seen parents taking care of this people till they eventually pass away, and thats no way to live for either of these two parties. people say we dont have the right to decide the fate of a foetus' life, well half of him came from captain brian semen, so i call the shots here, or the bitch is gonna get rihanna-ed.

sing LIVE YOUR LIFE SOMEMORE LA, fuckin annoyin voice, geh geh jamaican accent. maybe thats why chris brown beat you in the first place. not that i support his actions,but hey the receiving end was not someone i liked anyway. HAHA. i know u will find this funny ah hu!.


coldplay is supergood LIVE LA. his voice, just sounds like he really means it when he sings the lyrics, like songs such as the scientist and in my place. its magical that the crowd sings along, i always love that. fix you is the most awesome, guy berryman just gives a very epic feel to it when he plays his guitar part. btw justin, if coldplay really is having a concert u better get me tickets, i will suck ur dick. or just give u money to buy it for me. big props to alfone for really intro-ing this band to me.i didnt like viva la vida album...i believe piano driven songs were their forte really.



ps: i need to delete umbrella off my play list because my friends are giving me funny looks when they scroll at my songs

why are there so many anorexic looking girls here with backbreaking boobs. its...physically impossible that they can keep their back straight! im talking about..... 155 cm with dd tankers. LOL.


talked to my counselor... and she said bobian, i have to find a way to get all 3 classes in fall, because these courses arent offered in summer. im thinking of getting permission from the professors to let me overlap the classes and take the exams at different dates. praying bah. i think it might be possible if its overlapping on certain days and not more than half an hour. seems probable. which means... chances of a summer holiday for me is very high, its just that im thinking about my future in college more... its a headache, i can transfer by december to UC IRVINE which is in the OC, and 10 MIN FROM NEW PORT BEACH HAHAH CAN U GUYS BELIEVE IT. CALIFORNIA HERE WE COMEEE. but the problem is it can only happen if i can get my classes next semester in the first place, additionally, the teachers have to allow me to overlap class schedules, and i have to secure at least b's inorder to transfer. please please god, i will believe in you if u ever fulfill my wishes. i dont want to spend fall and next spring finishing 3 classes, neither do i wanna spend this summer taking classes that could be taken all at one go in fall semester. PLEASE GOD. PLEASE. i will make a negro sacrifice to u at the crack of dawn and offer his still beating heart on a silver plate for my offering every morning


btw... fashion advice that i think works great on ladies. wear cardigans. it works wonders, its a big thing here, and i dont blame em cause it is such a great look that u can wear anywhere.of course u need to wear something appropriate inside la, not some lame little miss or mr shirt. a nice tank top would be sweet. actually just putting on a 2nd top or jacket is perfect, it makes u stand out anyway, since singapore is pretty much a "one top" kinda teenage society from the way i view it. the guys there are trying the Chuck Bass or Dan Humphrey look recently have u noticed HAHAHA, either that or screen t's. its pretty sad that i used to wear alot of screen t's .oh well i grew outta it. and i still think my jesus shirts are awesome. SCREEN T'S FTW, ONCE IN A WHILE, NOT EVERYDAY.
foundation is important! im saying this, as i am assuming that there are even girls reading my blog still-_-. btw hu, u dont need blush, ur cheeks are too awesomely imba-ly mampat already, one of the many things i have also been bestowed upon only for it to be fucked by my overwhelming manly hormones. thats how i like my girls, and i assume my taste it fantastic and awesome,so y'all should follow my advice.

AND BTW PEOPLE. SUMMER CLOTHES ARE OUT IN STORES IN AMERICA. with very very cheap discounts going on. u want anything, send a picture and i will grab it for u, provided u pay me back of course. im talking dirt cheap. like $10 per shirt cheap. $20 cargo pants cheap. $23 dollars banana republic sweater cheap. $30 dollars 501 levis jeans cheap. now do u wonder why i have so many levis jeans since i came here lol.




ps: MY GRADUATE UNI WILL BE 10 MIN AWAY FROM NEWPORT BEACH. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP. and im jumping straight to the 3rd year programs :) which means im starting my majors straight away instead of doing general electives. sexyness.

wow. u only need a bachelors in any degree to apply for med school.
1 year chem , 1 year organic chem, 1 year physics, one year bio and 1 year calculas. need to read up more on this HAHAHA. ah well i will still need...2-3 years plus anyway.

it seems like im standing like a fuckin girl in these pics man


went on a 3 day snow trip to sonora with friends to get wasted and stuff. it was quite fun la haha.. after all it beats staying at home...it feels really weird now though... the fact that im quiet and it would be so much more different if lets say.. it was in a singaporean environment. but still im adapting? i just tend to be shy. can u believe it, me SHY. ARRGH. i wish i knew how to talk to people in america like how sociable i am in singapore. lol. anyway i didnt bring my snow shoes so i pretty much had snow in my feet all fucking day. it was hell dude. fuckin hell.
and btw nat! if ur reading this, u shud try khalua +vodka+ cream. its really good, really really good, in shots. and people were doing Carbombs where its basically u drop a shot glass full of whisky into a cup of beer and u drink it. seems really interesting. oh yeah, and there were 2 cartons of beer, and like 10-12 bottles of alchohol, thank god i didnt drink so much, but the others did. and i think my friend had sex with his girlfriend everynight while i was there LOL,PLAYA.

so, while i was there, i kinda realised how open people really are with sex. i mean i had some doubts in the back of my mind whether it was true whenever i watch chick flicks. buuut damnnnnnnn girls here openly talk about how sex is like with their boyfriend with his boyfriends friends DAMN IMBA. and stories about friend videotaping girls while they fuck, with permission of course. definitely paints a very.... interesting picture about sex here. oh and in addition, girls here actually ask their boyfriends whether they can have more sex, and my friend is so burned out that his dick has scabs. mannnn. envy, but i might think differently if i was really put in that situation.

50% chance that im not coming back for summer. made a big big mistake with my choice of classes to take this sem, should have squeezed in my calculas 2 instead of taking another GE. unfortunately, i thought finishing my IGETC was more important, but it dawned upon me yesterday with the meetin with my counselor that....the 3 remaining classes i need to take to transfer: organic chem 1b, zoology 2 and calculas 2 are usually scheduled at the same time slot, so if i were to attempt to take all 3 next sem...i would most likely only be able to get 2...which is retarded because i already fulfilled all my credit units so ...wtf i will be wasting 2 sems taking 3 FUCKIN CLASSES?!!! if i had taken calc 2 this sem, instead of another ge, i could have simply taken another flexible time slot ge class next sem and this problem would have never arisen... soo...yup.. sucks to be me..especially since im already done with my IGETC, and only need those 3 classes to satisfy both my unit requirement as well as my pre reqs for bio major. irony was that i dropped out of the calc 2 class this sem...cause i thought i could have just taken it the next sem, and i dont wanna take it in UC cause this teacher is good. ARRRGH FUCKING CHRIST. 3 sems is a damn good record for transferring to a science major lor...now it is most likely 4 unless i choose to take summer courses. so guys... i think i just might do that if the oppurtunity arises. will be having more talks with my counselor soon, so will keep you guys updated. i deserved my summer breakin singaporeT.T i regret dropping calc 2 so much now.....or i would be happily doing my homework awaiting my 3 month trip back in singapore. fuck.



*does the "platoon" movie pose in agonizing fashion"

i had a super super random dream.... where alfred was speaking fluent teochew to me, and about my family stuff... only to realise when i woke up that my dad was talkin to my aunt in teochew and about family stuff. damn weird man, its like.... outside occurences can seep into my brain when im dreaming.

anyway watch this without tryin to laugh

mampat and juicy. just like xiao long bao.






see from one minute onwards.imba. major respect

who says im racist. like yinghui, i love black people.



and to hl: NINPO-ILOSTMYCAMERANOJUTSU, TRANSITION TO NINPO-FREENIGHTSAFARITRIPNOJUTSU, COMBINED WITH JUSTIN NINPO-FREEBNJSNOJUTSU.



anyway this is what im eating for lunch...10 wings and a pound worth in fries. pound as in the weight. crazy huh:D

im getting used to america. glad to say im actually enjoying it now. ALTHOUGH THE WORKLOAD IS STRESSING ME UP.

i just rejected a request to go for a sacremento kings NBA game vs the washington wizards in sacremento, and ITS FRONTSEAT TICKETS GOING AT 985 DOLLARS PER SEAT.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I BETTER GET ALL A'S FOR MY GRADES FOR THIS SACRIFICE


on another note, watch this clip.the musical score... is imba

just had a conversation with my Ahma about my dad, and it kinda got me pissed off with the world. I think my dad's too nice, maybe there really is karma and because of that he is successful, but still he shouldnt be THAT nice. Like rehiring people who left the company just because they gave the " i have a family to support, and my wife will divorce me if i dont get a job" excuse when they made their stupid decision in the first place. In addition he hires useless " Family " members, as well as lend money to friends who eventually run away with it, and its not like pocket change man, its like fuckin 60-100k in total. ticks me off that my dad doesnt want to sue them now, just because they have a family and cant afford to pay back, like who gives a fuck,running away like a sackless pussy. i would run them to the ground along with the lives of their pathetic children. I wonder, can I still sue them? i would really love to, there are some people who dont deserve pity in this world and all of these fuckers are included. well this was like 10-20 years ago and my dad already realised his mistakes and wisened up, but still, its very infuriating, money is still money, and in this dog eat dog world i believe my dad should be more ruthless. Well i hope Karma really exists in this world, cause my dad deserves some good karma. 60-100k man, that figure just ticks me off.

oh yeah, do you guys know this actor called henry heng, he usually plays all those kinda father gayish figures in singapore chinese dramas, his my dads step brother, and on the day my grandfather died, he actually had the nerve to try and borrow cash from my dad. imagine this, they never once talked before this occasion and he had the nerve to pull that kinda shit? Worst still, my dad paid for all the funeral services when my grandfather was the dick who didnt give a shit about my family. i would have just dumped his corpse in a corner and let the government deal with his body. i hope i didnt inherit any of his crappy genes. good news was that my dad fucked him over for that, and i got a picture with the gao xiao xing dong actor he brought along anyway. so anyway, the next time you see him, know that he is a pathetic loser who didnt even have the heart to pay for his own fathers funeral.


so yup. rant is done. and im gonna have to study for my biology class in 2 hours because the professor is strict as hell.peace!

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very demoralized at the moment....cause i just realised that i might have to spend another year in fuckin delta college because im a science major. well the way things work here for a foreign student is that u have to fulfill a certain amount/type of classes thats listed in IGETC which is the fulfillment list to transfer to a UC. the thing is, on top of that, you have to fulfill other classes in order to START your major when u transfer. for most majors, taking the Major related classes will satisfy the IGETC classes as well. UNFORTUNATELY SINCE IM TAKING PHARMACY, IT DOESNT. SO ONTOP OF THE IGETC CLASSES I HAVE TO TAKE, I HAVE TO TAKE 2 MORE CLASSES OF BIO, 1 MORE CLASS OF CALCULAS AND 2 MORE CLASSES OF PHYSICS . the gay thing is, if i was taking something like...sociology for my major, i would be able to transfer to a UC this fall, but now i have to fulfill the igetc classes AS WELL AS ALL THOSE SCIENCE MATH CLASSES.ARRRGH, AND I WOULD HAVE ALMOSTFINISHED MY IGETC CLASSES THIS SEMESTER NOW CAUSE IM TAKING LIKE 7 CLASSES THIS SEM. actually could have taken 8...but i dont think i can handle that kinda stress lol.after all its fuckin university, and i never learned all of this classes before, so no advantage. Im already finishing my IGETC in half the time other people would do it, but the science major thing is a big let down bah. it probably means i have to do the standard 4 year route for my degree.sian. i thought i could do it in 3 la. maybe the UC will let me do the classes there but i rather not waste the money. will be uploading the singapore pics soon!

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.



IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Shattered-OAR

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
With or Without you-U2

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Baby give it up- KC and the sunshine band

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dream on- Aerosmith

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Over my head- The Fray

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hey Jude- The Beatles

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Because you loved me- Celine dion

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Gangsta's paradise -Coolio

WHAT IS 2+2?
My Valentine - Martina Mcbride

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Kryptonite- Three doors down

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'll be there for you- Bon Jovi

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
This year's love- David Grey

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Be Yourself- Audioslave

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Elevation-U2

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Spy hunter- project 86 ( LOL ALFONE)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Yellow- Coldplay ( OMG TOTALLY ME)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Have a nice day- Bon jovi

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Fly Away- Lenny kravitz

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I will always love you - Whitney Houston

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
MY way - Limp Bizkit

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
DAre you to move- Switchfoot

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Love lifts up up where we belong - Joe cocker and jennifer warnes

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
beauty and the beast - celine dion and peabo bryson

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Morning- toshiro masuda

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
cant u feel the love tonight

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Im gonna be - the proclaimers

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Wonderful-Everclear

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kiss from a rose- Seal

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Always- Saliva

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Let my love open the door- pete townshend

updating soon, sorry its just that its the first 2days of school and i have way too many things on my mind right now, like whether i would get into my classes and stuff.I REALLY HOPE MY ANTHROPOLOGY TEACHER REMEMBERS THAT SHE SAID SHE WILL ADD ME CAUSE I FORGOT TO GIVE HER MY NAME BEFORE LEAVING. AND PLEASE LET ME GET INTO FILM STUDIES LATER THIS MORNING.POOF.